Friday, July 30, 2010
STUCK ON YOU
Thanks everyone for all your suggestions and the main thing I got from all your comments is to be PATIENT with myself!
Also I am going to once again try some journaling. I did actually begin a new blog and it is called Jake's Story and you can find the link by clicking on his picture on my sidebar. I told the kids I don't want to start a blog where I'm identified as being a mother who has lost her child because I don't want Jake's death to label me.
The intention for Jake's Story is to share some of who Jake was without dwelling on his death so people could perhaps find some enlightenment for their own lives and also as a tribute to the fine people who were a part of Jake's life, especially his Home Depot family as I know they are hurting from losing him and I want to acknowledge their importance in his life and in ours as well. So I think this will be a positive thing to do and I won't blog daily for his blog, and maybe even not weekly but as I am led to do so. I want first and foremost to keep up with my own bloggy because you are the ones who give me courage and motivation to keep going.
And SIMPLYDEBBIE suggested that I try my hand at creating some buttons for us who have been relegated into this club we're in; the parents who've lost children club. And even some other buttons and badges for other causes, so I think I'd like to try that as a creative outlet right now.
Hope you all got why I was asking for help. I've always been so involved in creative endeavors that here lately, my hands are idle and I'm left only to my thoughts and I feel like I want to get to another place as doing nothing leaves me sad and I feel so much happier when I am busy.
So thank you all for your comments, suggestions and most of all your love and in taking the time to offer what I need. I love you all, mollye
Posted by Mollye at 9:30 AM